I am Love

I just wanna let you know one thing. Yes I know what will you think “This will take a while…” But it won’t, at least not such long one as it could. It just shouldn’t be a long point to make, ‘cuz as they say… whenever you cannot get over someone you always reply “Is a long story”. I just wanna let you know, that I was there. We all were there where you’re at now. At a point where you just dunnot know how to paint a smile on your face, at the point where you dunnot really care about anything nor anyone. But have you ever realized how many people around you think and feel the same or even worse? It’s difficult huh? … I wanna let you know that you made a mistake. Yeah I know again what ya will say “You think you were the best that could ever happen to me…” I don’t think so. I know I was. Just go back in time in your mind to the time when you and me… yeah… when there actually was a ‘you and me’, never ‘us’…but at least it was something different that ‘you and them’. Remember? One thing that you won’t ever deny… is that smile that was always on you face, and you, me and everyone knows who put it there… It was me. So now when we cross each other, now I dunnot feel love, sparkle, neither I feel sorry… I feel that I was the one who brought the joy and I took it with me the moment I walked away… and this will be, if not the only, truth that both of us know for sure. So your expression can be the result of your problems, of your ignorance… but I know that deep in there, in that depth that I have visit once, there is guilt and regret that probably it never will be the same… that probably, I say probably because there are few things in life I am totally sure of, we won’t have a ‘tomorrow’ neither a ‘you and me’…and for sure not an ‘US’. And maybe everything I think of is wrong? Maybe it just doesn't matter... 'cuz what matters is that when we cross, when we cross others... I am the one with the smile on my face, an honest smile because I am... Love.